A Company

When was the last time you feel so scared?

When my heart beat so fast everytime I ended up a call phone. And I know I can’t sleep well if I left alone.

A company.

Thats all I need.

So I won’t scared.

So I can sleep well and thinking everything is okay.


I Picture Us

I have three picture of you on my wall

I also have a picture of us crying happily when the seed starts grow

I always have a picture of us in a happy and miserable moment

Don’t you think it because I love you?

Three Years From Now

We don’t know what will happen with our little naive dream
Will God make it accomplished
Or will God make it unaccomplished
Still, we need to have some little faith and believe
And efforts to make it happen
So it will be pay off
From three years from now

Life She Wants Receive

And you see darling, I can’t stay happy if anything is just too perfectly normal
I’d rather sit on your dusty car and hit the bumpy road, but still singing my favorite song
Than walking gracefully with a very carefully thoughts about this and that
I’ll swimming into the deepest sea if I could so you can see how much I want ‘life’ in my soul
But darling, when I said there will be a time where I will stop talking, laughing and angry to you
Maybe you have failed me
Maybe you can’t delivered ‘life’ I want receive
And I cant living that kind of life


Mengencang, seperti tumpukan cucian yang diinjak lalu diperas
Darah yang hendak keluar bulan ini menetap lebih lama dua hari
Meregang, seperti kran air yang macet karatan
Darah keluar setitik
Lalu sebulat saat batuk tersendat
Saat ku lihat lagi
Darahnya sudah menggenang
Aku membentuk sebuah nama di atas papan penggilasan itu

Oh, ya ampun betapa percaya dirinya engkau
Menulis sebuah nama


At one dimension where I set the situation between me and you. I was wondering and star gazing with a glass of red wine in my hand. I saw the black crystal sky that reminds me of your short straight black hair. I was singing a lonely song in my mind. I hope you come and sit beside me. You took my red wine but you give me your favorite beer.
The song is;
Oh, how much I wish I was the girl you met before her.
Oh, how much I wish I was the girl that share a lil enthustiastic movie story with you before her.
Oh, how much I wish I was the girl who would make you happy to be sit with.
Oh how much I wish we can share a day together, where I’m pretty and interesting enough for you.

Just Because


Sharing what we loved doesn’t mean we love each other


Spending Sunday with our favorite things doesn’t mean we love each other


Seeing each other for a year doesn’t mean we love each other

Just because,

You talking to me it doesn’t mean something

It doesnt mean to be something

Just because,

Love is unpredictable and difficult to be seen, sometimes

Just because